Sunday, July 29, 2018

Connections, Correspondence & Control

It's been a while since I have shared but I have been overwhelmed with the themes playing out in my immediate circle. The exchanges mentally, emotionally and physically have ranged from comanding the flow of cash, presentation of life changing opportunity, impulses to rid myself of behaviors, people and employment to fantasizing about seducing a long time interest. What is with me as of late?
Sign of the times.

I pride myself in the understanding of the connections I have with others and the world around me. The world is a vast expression of information playing out through all faucets of existence, regardless if we perceive it or lay in ignorance of it.

I like to think of life as an illusion. Reality is a complex cocktail of information, relationships and correspondence between those observing. The integrity between the observer and the environment is the key to creating ones reality.

The amount of information one holds and the way that information is processed effects how and what experiences we have with new information. Basically what you believe and have been taught will greatly influence the way you process new data, if you will be able to accept certain data and how you connect to everyone and everything. 

The ability to make new connections, be influenced and impact what's around you is key in personal development and the evolution of your community and group consciousness.
So many things in play the only control is self awareness.

So what is correspondence have to do with anything?

 noun1. a close similarity, connection, or equivalence.

The understanding that everything from your adversary to the moon is working together, has a connection, an archetype and a purpose is very empowering. 

For example the biggest motivation for this blog was self observation and acknowledgement of the big picture. This past week was dramatic but the weeks leading up to my birthday seemed more intense then the six months prior to it. My numerological years theme is personal change and the decisions presenting themselves as of late were agressively tying up loose ends. 

Immense opportunities presented at a serious time of transition that could alter my life path. My numerology cycle was themed toward moving forward and releasing the old (9). Nine represents completion of a level. 

An income based apartment in Greenwich CT I had been wait listed for since 2010 called to interview me. A contract for 20 new properties to manually bill presented it self in conflict with my school schedule but in alignment with my financial goals. Decisions about employment, over working and even a last minute and abrupt relocation occurred. The fire of the solstice, the emotion of Cancer and the summer season flow was definitely influencial. 

But Leo turned up the fire. My oldest son soon to be 18 left to join the Army on July 24th and the realization of how our relationship dynamic will change truly set the stage for restructuring. New beginnings are aggressively entering and reflecting in and around me.

Once I recognized the ebb and flow of those themes the energy shifted again. I was aware of the coming full moon, eclipse in Aquarius and recognized the theme of hidden and obscurity coming to the surface. Long drawn out issues, relationships, repetitive behaviors and boundaries that need drastic change surfaced. Suddenly there was an impulse and uneasiness within calling for action.

The character within me that was called forth was definitely dealing with underlying issues like a care free rebel. She surfaced with assertion, sexuality and fire. Immediate action needed to be taken to remove people, places and things at once and the right one was invoked. 

I made a no call no show at a job. I emotionally decreed no more positions that physically effect me. I often renig when money presents itself but I confirmed my position when I turned down a new position after being orientating.   

The overwhelming feeling to say "fuck that!" along with my urgency to act in FOH manner dominated my actions. It was so impulsive yet passionate. I immediately sensed it was a trait of my Aries rising sign. 

Most of us are familiar with our sun sign. The zodiac has a place and purpose for all the planets when it comes to expressing life themes, occurrences and personal traits. My sun is in Cancer.

A Rising sign or the ascendant, is the zodiac sign and degree that is ascending on the Eastern horizon at the specific time of an event, which in this case was my birth. Trust and believe I am in no way implying that Aries made me do anything. Aries in fact is within me and is a big part of how I interact and impress upon the world. Since I know myself it was easy for me to recognize the archetype driving my behaviors. This in turn made me look to see what in the environnent was corresponding to my new fire.

Being active in metaphysical circles I was privy to the fact several planets were retrograde. Mars which rules Aries symbolically went back and brought up some of my unfinished business. Seems the planets were assisting the process of resolve and release that my numerological cycle presented before my graduation to a this one year cycle. Aries is also symbolic of one by the way.  

When many themes are at a conjunction or all playing for the dominate spot at once, it can be harsh. In this instance my relative characteristics we're activated! Mars had been retrograde for almost 3 weeks but with the moon, eclipse, Aquarius, Mercury retrograde and the physical fact Mars is visibly closer to the Earth lit up my soul. 

A certain authority presented itself and made things move. All is relative and working together. This is exciting. Today I made a decision to release some unhealthy habits today and I will follow up when Mars goes direct the end of August.

Decoding Using Correspondence

Full: Complete not lacking
moon: reflective body of light, satellite giving and collecting information on out side of peripheral (outside or outskirts) but influencial.
Subconscious, emotions, intuition, caring, water, 2, Cancer, white, cream, greenfeminine, Monday, High Priestess

Eclipse: obscuring, hiding

Blood: life force, inheritance, red

Retrograde: moving in contrast
Going back to a previous point.

Mars: War god, 4th from sun, Aries, violence, sex, disfigure or bruise, fire, 9, masculine, red, Tuesday, Hermit


Aquarius: witty, independent, rebel, social, activist. Uranus




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